Monday, September 22, 2008
The long wait is over!
Finally! Wonder Girls released the title track of their mini album! I just watched it after I arrived from school...
And what can I say?
Wonder Girls didn't fail me! The song is really catchy and nice with the 60-7o's feel.... Wonder Girls also showed to the people their vocal talents... :) The concept, clothes and especially the dance is PERFECT! All in all it is PERFECT! Wonder Girls also showed to the people their vocal talents... :)
I also hope that they will also release the ballad version of the song....
For sure this song will be a great hit!
Can't wait for the 26th! Wonder Girls show the world what you've got!
And also for JYP... Thank you for making these girls big!
video credit: jypentertainment@YT
Another video to share.....
Waah! Nasusunog ang mga mata ko! Definitely MIROTIC is definitely the new synonymous for EROTIC! hahahaha! They are so so effing HOT! They are so finE! DBSK didn't fail me also!
The concept for the video was cool! They did really showed a lot of skin! hehehe..
But the bad thing that I've noticed is that.. They get skinnier lately.... Guys don't over work yourself too much... Rest if you're tired, Eat if you're hungry..... aww.....
Hope that these two groups will have a special stage! Can't wait for it!
Monday, September 15, 2008
What a day!
WAAH!
Before I formally start my novela for the day, time check muna tayo....
7:30 PM, Monday, September 15 of 2008.
Uhmm....
So was what it again?
Oh yeah! Today was the first day of school for the 3rd week of September!
Actually I'm not really excited to go to school today because of multiple "reasons":
1.) t-i-r-e-d
2.) We had a pop-jazz practice last Saturday so basically I'm T-i-r-e-d. And my right foot hurts! (wonder what happened?)
3.) I've got three as in 3 deadlines to meet for this month....
3.1) IP proposal for Chemistry (w/in this week)
3.2) Soompi Short Story Battle (September 28)
3.3) Make a slideshow in relation to the theme for the Science month.... (September 29)
4.) Todo practice na kami for the upcoming intramurals!
5.) We had visitors from Denmark today! They were introduced to us during our flag ceremony.
(I hope they had a good impression of us, USC students... hihihi!)
6.) Prepare for the role playing tomorrow! Damn!
7.) T-I-r-e-d!
8.) Sleepy....... I slept around 2 O'clock last night/just this morning....
9.) Pre-periodical exams are on there way once again so we have to double time in our lessons...
10.) Heck! I am really SLEEPY and TIRED!
What a list! Haha! And I do hope that I will start my day great tomorrow! (I do hope so...)
After writing this post.... I'm currently eating......
All time favorite! Baked mac po yan!
Yum yum yum!
(Hindi naman sa pagmamayabang ano pero niluto ko yan!)
Well sabi nga ni Mdm. Josol "Let's call it a day!"
Till the next post!
Take Care!
Jia-ne!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Evergreen (one-shot)
Under a tree that blooms throughout the year, I’m sitting here in our special place waiting for you.
Together with the cool breeze that hits to my skin, I always remember the past and I couldn’t stop my tears from falling.
I hope that you could hear me from where you are……….
I hope that you’ve realized that my heart beats just for you, only you……….
I hope that you’ll never forget me……….
I hope that I still have a place in your heart……….
I hope that one day you’ll be back in my arms……….
I always ponder on this question “Why did you have to leave?” Was it just a dream when you said that you’ll never leave me? But did you have to leave like that?
Without even saying goodbye?
Now what’s left for me are just the memories that we’ve shared.
That will be forever kept and safely treasured here in my heart…
(Flashback....)
“Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! WAAAAH!!!! I hate this world! Why do I need to lose my job that keeps me alive all these years? And it happened when I’m about to graduate! Another problem is, my boyfriend broke up with me. Worst part is that he left me not because of another woman but because of a GUY! Damn it! Could anything get worst?”
I vented out my anger to the evergreen tree right in front of me.
“Mom, dad, I hope you’re here with me today. I know that even if I’m experiencing this hardships, everything will be alright because you guys are always there to support me” A tear escaped my eyes while reminiscing the past.
Laying on the green grass, watching the starts up above. I noticed a figure just about a meter or two away from me. I could hear him utter words, words of hatred……
“I hate my life, I want to die!” the man said
“Oh well! Just let him be. At least he doesn’t commit suicide by jumping off to the sea”
I yawned while mumbling those words
But the next thing that I heard was…….
“Gee! I think I’m really meant to die tonight by jumping off this cliff.”
Those last four words strucked through my ears. Before I was too late, I got my lazy ass up and stopped this stranger.
“Hey you drunk person, wearing a tank top with a beanie on his head that is about to jump off the cliff, STOP!” I shouted my lungs off just to get his attention.
“WHAT?!” he asked annoyed “Why are you stopping me?”
“Actually I’m not stopping you. I just want to postpone your trip to your deathbed.” I answered calmly
“And why is that so?” *hiccup* he asked again
“Dude! Don’t add up to my problems. I don’t want to miss school for a reason that I was traumatized because I saw an intoxicated man that jumped off from a cliff and right IN FRONT OF ME! Understand?” I explained it straight to the point.
“Mianhamnida! It won’t happen again.” *hiccup* he made a 180 degree bow while saying it.
“Just don’t jump off, ok? Well goodnight!” I hurriedly bid farewell to the guy.
When I was still halfway, still I could hear him talking to himself.
“Goodbye grass, goodbye worms, goodbye Earth! I will miss you so much. Mi Ultimo Adios!!” Seriously? Is this guy in his right mind? Who would bid farewell even to the smallest details?
And again being a good person that is expected of me, I ran back to where he is and pulled him back towards my direction.
“Uff” Both of us landed on the ground with him being on top of me. And GOD knows he is heavy!
“Mr. Teddy? Fluffy Mr. Teddy? Is this you? Aw let me hug you!” Together with his mumbling he hugged me! Oh well, since I don’t know who the hell this guy is. I think it’s better if I bring him back home…..
(Man’s POV)
*BANG BANG BANG!*
My head hurts so much! It feels like I’m banging my head to a stone hedge! But as I opened my eyes everything was unfamiliar to my sight.
“Ouch my head hurts!”
“Good Morning Mr. Teddy!” I heard a woman’s voice.
“Yeah, Morning!” I yawned while saying that
“Come on have some breakfast. I know that your hangover is bothering you. That’s why I made you some soup!” she said while walking to the table.
I followed her to where she is and I also studied her house. I could tell that she lives alone and she is still studying. College maybe? I really wonder.
“Hey! Earth to Mr. Teddy?” she waved her hands right in front of me.
“Yow, What is it?” I asked
“I said take a seat and lets have breakfast” she replied
Breakfast went well, we talked about the things that happened last night. I even choked while hearing the ridiculous things that I did.
“Seriously? I did all those things?” I was hitting my chest to breath properly
“Believe it or not Mr. Teddy you did all those crazy things! You even bid farewell to your toes and to the worms! HAHAHAHAHA!” could you believe it guys? She is laughing her head off right in front of me! The next thing I knew I was sinking on my seat because of embarrassment.
“Yah! Don’t call me Mr. Teddy! I have a name you know!” I said a little bit annoyed.
(Eliza’s POV)
I can see that he is embarrassed of what he heard hahaha! What a gullible guy!
“Yah! Don’t call me Mr. Teddy! I have a name you know!” I can sense annoyance in his voice.
“Speaking about names Mr. Teddy, we’ve been talking about for an hour now but still we haven’t formally introduced ourselves to each other.” I said to him
“Anyway, I’m Eliza Lee 21 years of age. How about you Mr. Teddy?”
“I’m Yunho, Jung Yunho to be exact 22 years old. Nice to meet you Eliza.” And then he flashed his million dollar smile!
(End Of POV)
(Yunho’s POV)
“Uhm.. Eliza” I hesitantly got her attention
“Yes? What is it?” she asked
“Uhm could…. Could I stay here for a week?” I shyly asked. But you know what I get? Let me tell you.. A COLD STARE!
“I---I promise I’ll pay you…. You know for me saying here…?” I stuttered. And again she eyed me back. But now it was more intense!
“I-- I assure you Eliza, I’m a good guy, I’ll not take advantage of you!” God those were the most embarrassing words that I said! Who said that convincing someone was easy?
(End of Yunho’s POV)
(Eliza’s POV)
I was mentally slapping my self and controlling my laughter. Who would have thought that this guy was such a dork! I eyed him once again. Seems like he is scared whenever I stare at him.
“Ok a week is fine.” I gave in to his request.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you very much Eliza!” he got up from his seat and hugged me like there is no tomorrow.
“Uhm Yunho…. Can’t breath!” I was slapping his muscular arms.
“Sorry I can’t control myself” he apologized.
Well it’s only for a week anyway.
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who would have thought that letting him stay will bring changes to my life?
Days passed me and Yunho grew close to each other. I didn’t expect that I would fall for him. It even crossed my mind that I should tell him what I feel. But what’s the use? A day from now we will go to our separate ways.
It became our habit to spend the night near the evergreen tree and watch the stars up above while randomly talking about things in life.
“Eliza?” Yunho asked
“Yes oppa?”
“Do you know what the evergreen tree stands for?”
“I don’t know” I said to him “Care to share?”
“Well just as the name emplies Evergreen. All throughout the year it has leaves attached to it’s branches. Even if it’s winter season, it never fails to show green leaves that is pleasing for the eyes. For me it also signifies hope and an undying love.”
He explained. But there is something in his voice when he said those. I couldn’t just distinguish it though.
“Wow! I guess this will be the best gift that you can give to your love one, right oppa?”
There was no response so I looked back at him. He was asleep. I just stayed there. I didn’t have the courage to wake him up. I just stayed there. Memorizing every detail of his face. His sexy jawline, his kissable lips, his nose, his eyelashes… His Everything!
I just stayed there. Because I know that this will be the last time that I can be this close to him. How I wish I could control the time and stay like this forever.
My subconscious mind took over me and the next thing I knew, I planted a kiss on his lips while a tear escaped my eye. Before he could wake up I got up and pretended that nothing happened.
(End of Eliza’s POV)
(Yunho’s POV)
I could feel a pair of eyes starring at me. I felt a pair of soft lips that kissed me and a dropped of water? Was she crying? Why? Is it because I’m leaving? But then she quickly got up and walked away.
How I wanted her to stay by my side. So I opened my eyes, got up and walked to where she is.
“Eliza?” I hugged her from behind
“What’s wrong?”
“I know I’m hot and ooh so dead gorgeous, so if you want to kiss me just tell me and I’d be happy to give you one.. OK?” Even though it seems like a joke but deep inside I’m serious.
“What? Don’t be so full of yourself Mr. Jung Yunho. Besides I know you’re gay!”
“I’m what?” I asked irritated
“Ahh… Mr. Teddy is shy! It’s ok Yunho, I still accept a gay friend like you.” She said while patting my head
“And where did you get the idea?”
“I saw you hugging a guy…”
“That’s it? I became gay just because I hugged a guy?”
“Yeah! Mr. Teddy is…” before she could finish what she was supposed to say, I just kissed her not knowing why. Maybe I was just pissed because she said I was gay. Me? Jung Yunho a hot guy, gay? NEVER!
(End of Yunho’s POV)
(Eliza’s POV)
“Mr. Teddy is…” before I could finish what I was saying he just kissed me right there and then. I didn’t stop him. I want this first and last kiss of ours to be memorable. But sad to say it ended earlier than I expected.
I don’t want awkwardness to take place at the moment, so I just cracked a joke.
“WOW! Yunho! I never knew that gays could be such great kissers! I want to have more!.”
“Bwoh? Do you still believe that I’m gay? FINE FINE! I give up! I’m going back now.” And he made his way back to the house.
Oops! I think I made him mad, and I better apologize. So I followed him back to his room and I saw him wrapped within his blanket.
“Yunho oppa?” I sat next to him on his bed
“Don’t talk top me!” Dude! That’s why I believe that he is gay. True guys don’t ignore girls.
“Ow come on oppa..” I poked him at his sides.
“Stop it! Don’t wanna talk to you.” He answered coldly
Is this guy’s heart rock solid? “Fine I’m going!” Before I could take another step, he grabbed me back to his arms.
“Uhm oppa? What are you doing?”
“This is your punishment for calling me gay!” I swear if this is what punishment is like, I would always call him gay.
“Let’s just stay like this for a while.” Why does it seems like he sounded so…. Sad while saying those things? I wanted to comfort him to take all his worries away. I just gathered up all my courage and I hugged him back.
Together with the cool breeze that hits to my skin, I always remember the past and I couldn’t stop my tears from falling.
I hope that you could hear me from where you are……….
I hope that you’ve realized that my heart beats just for you, only you……….
I hope that you’ll never forget me……….
I hope that I still have a place in your heart……….
I hope that one day you’ll be back in my arms……….
I always ponder on this question “Why did you have to leave?” Was it just a dream when you said that you’ll never leave me? But did you have to leave like that?
Without even saying goodbye?
Now what’s left for me are just the memories that we’ve shared.
That will be forever kept and safely treasured here in my heart…
(Flashback....)
“Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! WAAAAH!!!! I hate this world! Why do I need to lose my job that keeps me alive all these years? And it happened when I’m about to graduate! Another problem is, my boyfriend broke up with me. Worst part is that he left me not because of another woman but because of a GUY! Damn it! Could anything get worst?”
I vented out my anger to the evergreen tree right in front of me.
“Mom, dad, I hope you’re here with me today. I know that even if I’m experiencing this hardships, everything will be alright because you guys are always there to support me” A tear escaped my eyes while reminiscing the past.
Laying on the green grass, watching the starts up above. I noticed a figure just about a meter or two away from me. I could hear him utter words, words of hatred……
“I hate my life, I want to die!” the man said
“Oh well! Just let him be. At least he doesn’t commit suicide by jumping off to the sea”
I yawned while mumbling those words
But the next thing that I heard was…….
“Gee! I think I’m really meant to die tonight by jumping off this cliff.”
Those last four words strucked through my ears. Before I was too late, I got my lazy ass up and stopped this stranger.
“Hey you drunk person, wearing a tank top with a beanie on his head that is about to jump off the cliff, STOP!” I shouted my lungs off just to get his attention.
“WHAT?!” he asked annoyed “Why are you stopping me?”
“Actually I’m not stopping you. I just want to postpone your trip to your deathbed.” I answered calmly
“And why is that so?” *hiccup* he asked again
“Dude! Don’t add up to my problems. I don’t want to miss school for a reason that I was traumatized because I saw an intoxicated man that jumped off from a cliff and right IN FRONT OF ME! Understand?” I explained it straight to the point.
“Mianhamnida! It won’t happen again.” *hiccup* he made a 180 degree bow while saying it.
“Just don’t jump off, ok? Well goodnight!” I hurriedly bid farewell to the guy.
When I was still halfway, still I could hear him talking to himself.
“Goodbye grass, goodbye worms, goodbye Earth! I will miss you so much. Mi Ultimo Adios!!” Seriously? Is this guy in his right mind? Who would bid farewell even to the smallest details?
And again being a good person that is expected of me, I ran back to where he is and pulled him back towards my direction.
“Uff” Both of us landed on the ground with him being on top of me. And GOD knows he is heavy!
“Mr. Teddy? Fluffy Mr. Teddy? Is this you? Aw let me hug you!” Together with his mumbling he hugged me! Oh well, since I don’t know who the hell this guy is. I think it’s better if I bring him back home…..
(Man’s POV)
*BANG BANG BANG!*
My head hurts so much! It feels like I’m banging my head to a stone hedge! But as I opened my eyes everything was unfamiliar to my sight.
“Ouch my head hurts!”
“Good Morning Mr. Teddy!” I heard a woman’s voice.
“Yeah, Morning!” I yawned while saying that
“Come on have some breakfast. I know that your hangover is bothering you. That’s why I made you some soup!” she said while walking to the table.
I followed her to where she is and I also studied her house. I could tell that she lives alone and she is still studying. College maybe? I really wonder.
“Hey! Earth to Mr. Teddy?” she waved her hands right in front of me.
“Yow, What is it?” I asked
“I said take a seat and lets have breakfast” she replied
Breakfast went well, we talked about the things that happened last night. I even choked while hearing the ridiculous things that I did.
“Seriously? I did all those things?” I was hitting my chest to breath properly
“Believe it or not Mr. Teddy you did all those crazy things! You even bid farewell to your toes and to the worms! HAHAHAHAHA!” could you believe it guys? She is laughing her head off right in front of me! The next thing I knew I was sinking on my seat because of embarrassment.
“Yah! Don’t call me Mr. Teddy! I have a name you know!” I said a little bit annoyed.
(Eliza’s POV)
I can see that he is embarrassed of what he heard hahaha! What a gullible guy!
“Yah! Don’t call me Mr. Teddy! I have a name you know!” I can sense annoyance in his voice.
“Speaking about names Mr. Teddy, we’ve been talking about for an hour now but still we haven’t formally introduced ourselves to each other.” I said to him
“Anyway, I’m Eliza Lee 21 years of age. How about you Mr. Teddy?”
“I’m Yunho, Jung Yunho to be exact 22 years old. Nice to meet you Eliza.” And then he flashed his million dollar smile!
(End Of POV)
(Yunho’s POV)
“Uhm.. Eliza” I hesitantly got her attention
“Yes? What is it?” she asked
“Uhm could…. Could I stay here for a week?” I shyly asked. But you know what I get? Let me tell you.. A COLD STARE!
“I---I promise I’ll pay you…. You know for me saying here…?” I stuttered. And again she eyed me back. But now it was more intense!
“I-- I assure you Eliza, I’m a good guy, I’ll not take advantage of you!” God those were the most embarrassing words that I said! Who said that convincing someone was easy?
(End of Yunho’s POV)
(Eliza’s POV)
I was mentally slapping my self and controlling my laughter. Who would have thought that this guy was such a dork! I eyed him once again. Seems like he is scared whenever I stare at him.
“Ok a week is fine.” I gave in to his request.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you very much Eliza!” he got up from his seat and hugged me like there is no tomorrow.
“Uhm Yunho…. Can’t breath!” I was slapping his muscular arms.
“Sorry I can’t control myself” he apologized.
Well it’s only for a week anyway.
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who would have thought that letting him stay will bring changes to my life?
Days passed me and Yunho grew close to each other. I didn’t expect that I would fall for him. It even crossed my mind that I should tell him what I feel. But what’s the use? A day from now we will go to our separate ways.
It became our habit to spend the night near the evergreen tree and watch the stars up above while randomly talking about things in life.
“Eliza?” Yunho asked
“Yes oppa?”
“Do you know what the evergreen tree stands for?”
“I don’t know” I said to him “Care to share?”
“Well just as the name emplies Evergreen. All throughout the year it has leaves attached to it’s branches. Even if it’s winter season, it never fails to show green leaves that is pleasing for the eyes. For me it also signifies hope and an undying love.”
He explained. But there is something in his voice when he said those. I couldn’t just distinguish it though.
“Wow! I guess this will be the best gift that you can give to your love one, right oppa?”
There was no response so I looked back at him. He was asleep. I just stayed there. I didn’t have the courage to wake him up. I just stayed there. Memorizing every detail of his face. His sexy jawline, his kissable lips, his nose, his eyelashes… His Everything!
I just stayed there. Because I know that this will be the last time that I can be this close to him. How I wish I could control the time and stay like this forever.
My subconscious mind took over me and the next thing I knew, I planted a kiss on his lips while a tear escaped my eye. Before he could wake up I got up and pretended that nothing happened.
(End of Eliza’s POV)
(Yunho’s POV)
I could feel a pair of eyes starring at me. I felt a pair of soft lips that kissed me and a dropped of water? Was she crying? Why? Is it because I’m leaving? But then she quickly got up and walked away.
How I wanted her to stay by my side. So I opened my eyes, got up and walked to where she is.
“Eliza?” I hugged her from behind
“What’s wrong?”
“I know I’m hot and ooh so dead gorgeous, so if you want to kiss me just tell me and I’d be happy to give you one.. OK?” Even though it seems like a joke but deep inside I’m serious.
“What? Don’t be so full of yourself Mr. Jung Yunho. Besides I know you’re gay!”
“I’m what?” I asked irritated
“Ahh… Mr. Teddy is shy! It’s ok Yunho, I still accept a gay friend like you.” She said while patting my head
“And where did you get the idea?”
“I saw you hugging a guy…”
“That’s it? I became gay just because I hugged a guy?”
“Yeah! Mr. Teddy is…” before she could finish what she was supposed to say, I just kissed her not knowing why. Maybe I was just pissed because she said I was gay. Me? Jung Yunho a hot guy, gay? NEVER!
(End of Yunho’s POV)
(Eliza’s POV)
“Mr. Teddy is…” before I could finish what I was saying he just kissed me right there and then. I didn’t stop him. I want this first and last kiss of ours to be memorable. But sad to say it ended earlier than I expected.
I don’t want awkwardness to take place at the moment, so I just cracked a joke.
“WOW! Yunho! I never knew that gays could be such great kissers! I want to have more!.”
“Bwoh? Do you still believe that I’m gay? FINE FINE! I give up! I’m going back now.” And he made his way back to the house.
Oops! I think I made him mad, and I better apologize. So I followed him back to his room and I saw him wrapped within his blanket.
“Yunho oppa?” I sat next to him on his bed
“Don’t talk top me!” Dude! That’s why I believe that he is gay. True guys don’t ignore girls.
“Ow come on oppa..” I poked him at his sides.
“Stop it! Don’t wanna talk to you.” He answered coldly
Is this guy’s heart rock solid? “Fine I’m going!” Before I could take another step, he grabbed me back to his arms.
“Uhm oppa? What are you doing?”
“This is your punishment for calling me gay!” I swear if this is what punishment is like, I would always call him gay.
“Let’s just stay like this for a while.” Why does it seems like he sounded so…. Sad while saying those things? I wanted to comfort him to take all his worries away. I just gathered up all my courage and I hugged him back.
(3rd Person’s POV)
“I want the remaining time between us to be special. I wanted to be at her side, always protecting her and giving her warmth during the cold nights. I’m sorry Eliza but I can’t.
I hope that you’ll wait for me Eliza, I hope you would.” Yunho said those words to the sleeping figure beside her and he ended planting a kiss to the girls lips.
(End of POV)
Cold… It’s so cold. Why do I feel this way? As I opened my eyes I didn’t see the person whom I wanted to see. I got up and searched for him. In the kitchen, at the garden… EVERYWHERE! But to no avail he was nowhere to be found.
The moment I laid my eyes at the side table, I saw a letter that was addressed to me. I was scared, scared because I don’t want the truth to knock me off my feet.
I was anticipating for this time to come, but why does it hurt so much? Tears kept falling down from my eyes non stop. Finally, I gathered up all my strength to read the letter.
My Dearest Eliza,
The moment you read this letter maybe I’m on my way home. I’m sorry for leaving you without even saying goodbye. There are just certain things that I need to settle back home. I know I might be rude, but I don’t want to see your crying face when I’m about to leave. Please understand, it’s also hard for my part.
You know Eliza, I’m thank the Lord up above because he gave me a chance to meet a person like you. You’re the only person that has accepted me for who I really am. You gave me the love that I need, you’ve made me the happiest person in the whole wide world.
Have you remembered what I said to you about the Evergreen tree? If you do I hope that our friendship will last forever just like the Evergreen tree.
Lastly, I’m not sure if I told you this but I want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.
There are still a lot of things I want to say. But I know there is a right time for everything.
I love you and take care always…
Love.
Yunho
Why do you have to leave like that? Why? I didn’t even have the chance to say goodbye.
I guess it’s already late to regret over the things that I didn’t do, the words that I didn’t say and the emotions that I didn’t show. Maybe he is right. There is always a right time for everything.
Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, and months turned to years but yet I’m still waiting for him to come back.
“Atty. Eliza, Mr. Shim would like to talk to see you.” That was my secretary Ayumi.
“Thank you Ayumi, I’ll be there.” I replied back.
*Knock Knock*
“You called for me Max?” I asked
“Yeah, Eliza a client would like to meet you.” Max said while looking through his files
“Sure! When and where?”
“Today at your house.” He replied bluntly
“What?! Tell me you’re joking Max?” I whined
“No I’m not and I’m damn serious Eliza.” He said while eyeing me.
“He’s not a perv right?” I jokingly asked
“haha! Of course he’s not. Go now the client is waiting.” And with that he pushed me off his office.
I was rushing my lungs off to my house because I don’t want to be late especially in front of my clients. And guess what? My client, whoever he is was already an hour late!
Bored to death of waiting, I walked towards the Evergreen tree. How big has it grown in a span of 2 years. I remembered that it was the only witness on what happened between the two of us.
Yunho…
I hope that you could hear me from where you are……….
I hope that you’ve realized that my heart beats just for you, only you……….
I hope that you’ll never forget me……….
I hope that I still have a place in your heart……….
I hope that one day you’ll be back in my arms……….
I hope that you’ll be back soon……….
“I’m back Eliza” a person hugged me from behind
I looked back and saw him.
The person that I’ve waited for so long, the person that I truly love.
“Missed me?” he asked with a smile across his face
I didn’t reply, instead I hugged him back and buried my face in his chest.
How long have I waited to be in his arms once again…
How long have I been longing to hear him utter my name that was like music to my ears…
“Pabo! I missed you very much.” I cried harder
“Ow come on don’t cry! Mr. Teddy will be sad.” He joked
“Don’t ever leave me ok?” I asked him while looking at his eyes
He just looked at me then he kissed my hands “I promise” he kissed my eyes “I promise” he kissed the tip of my nose “I promise” and lastly he kissed me gently on my lips and he said “I promise”.
I tried saying what I really felt but he stopped me with another kiss.
How long have I wanted to kiss those lips again.
Those lips that made me realize what I really feel towards him.
And the moment he broke off the kiss, I finally heard the sweetest words that I was longing to hear……
I LOVE YOU!.....
“I want the remaining time between us to be special. I wanted to be at her side, always protecting her and giving her warmth during the cold nights. I’m sorry Eliza but I can’t.
I hope that you’ll wait for me Eliza, I hope you would.” Yunho said those words to the sleeping figure beside her and he ended planting a kiss to the girls lips.
(End of POV)
Cold… It’s so cold. Why do I feel this way? As I opened my eyes I didn’t see the person whom I wanted to see. I got up and searched for him. In the kitchen, at the garden… EVERYWHERE! But to no avail he was nowhere to be found.
The moment I laid my eyes at the side table, I saw a letter that was addressed to me. I was scared, scared because I don’t want the truth to knock me off my feet.
I was anticipating for this time to come, but why does it hurt so much? Tears kept falling down from my eyes non stop. Finally, I gathered up all my strength to read the letter.
My Dearest Eliza,
The moment you read this letter maybe I’m on my way home. I’m sorry for leaving you without even saying goodbye. There are just certain things that I need to settle back home. I know I might be rude, but I don’t want to see your crying face when I’m about to leave. Please understand, it’s also hard for my part.
You know Eliza, I’m thank the Lord up above because he gave me a chance to meet a person like you. You’re the only person that has accepted me for who I really am. You gave me the love that I need, you’ve made me the happiest person in the whole wide world.
Have you remembered what I said to you about the Evergreen tree? If you do I hope that our friendship will last forever just like the Evergreen tree.
Lastly, I’m not sure if I told you this but I want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.
There are still a lot of things I want to say. But I know there is a right time for everything.
I love you and take care always…
Love.
Yunho
Why do you have to leave like that? Why? I didn’t even have the chance to say goodbye.
I guess it’s already late to regret over the things that I didn’t do, the words that I didn’t say and the emotions that I didn’t show. Maybe he is right. There is always a right time for everything.
Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, and months turned to years but yet I’m still waiting for him to come back.
“Atty. Eliza, Mr. Shim would like to talk to see you.” That was my secretary Ayumi.
“Thank you Ayumi, I’ll be there.” I replied back.
*Knock Knock*
“You called for me Max?” I asked
“Yeah, Eliza a client would like to meet you.” Max said while looking through his files
“Sure! When and where?”
“Today at your house.” He replied bluntly
“What?! Tell me you’re joking Max?” I whined
“No I’m not and I’m damn serious Eliza.” He said while eyeing me.
“He’s not a perv right?” I jokingly asked
“haha! Of course he’s not. Go now the client is waiting.” And with that he pushed me off his office.
I was rushing my lungs off to my house because I don’t want to be late especially in front of my clients. And guess what? My client, whoever he is was already an hour late!
Bored to death of waiting, I walked towards the Evergreen tree. How big has it grown in a span of 2 years. I remembered that it was the only witness on what happened between the two of us.
Yunho…
I hope that you could hear me from where you are……….
I hope that you’ve realized that my heart beats just for you, only you……….
I hope that you’ll never forget me……….
I hope that I still have a place in your heart……….
I hope that one day you’ll be back in my arms……….
I hope that you’ll be back soon……….
“I’m back Eliza” a person hugged me from behind
I looked back and saw him.
The person that I’ve waited for so long, the person that I truly love.
“Missed me?” he asked with a smile across his face
I didn’t reply, instead I hugged him back and buried my face in his chest.
How long have I waited to be in his arms once again…
How long have I been longing to hear him utter my name that was like music to my ears…
“Pabo! I missed you very much.” I cried harder
“Ow come on don’t cry! Mr. Teddy will be sad.” He joked
“Don’t ever leave me ok?” I asked him while looking at his eyes
He just looked at me then he kissed my hands “I promise” he kissed my eyes “I promise” he kissed the tip of my nose “I promise” and lastly he kissed me gently on my lips and he said “I promise”.
I tried saying what I really felt but he stopped me with another kiss.
How long have I wanted to kiss those lips again.
Those lips that made me realize what I really feel towards him.
And the moment he broke off the kiss, I finally heard the sweetest words that I was longing to hear……
I LOVE YOU!.....
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Hi to all of you! Well I'm here again for a new post....
You might be wondering why I'm posting a story here but SURPRISE SURPRISE! Writing stories is also one of my hobbies... (too bad nowadays I don't have time to write that much... T-T huhuhu!)
Uhmm.... Ok I'll tell you guys the origin of this story....
The story was inspired from a song, a DBSK song to be exact and it has the same title which is Evergreen.
It’s obviously a sad love song but I’ve noticed that it also promises assurance to someone that he will make her happy always. The line that struck me most was: “Evergreen I was a clumsy idiot who lived without realizing the love you gave me.” I can say that the guy was insensitive towards the girls’ feelings. He may have sticked to friendship all along and he didn't realized the love that was given to him. I've noticed that actually insensitivity happens by choice, it’s not a human nature. It’s just that some people are too blind to see what is really going on.
BUT! DUN DUN DUN DUN! All of us can start once again... can we?
Hope you enjoy reading the story.....
And I want to say I'm sorry if the post doesn't make any sense.... hehehe....
Well another post is about to end! Gotta go back to my assignments!
Take care guys!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
I just couldn't get it....
So much for a happy second anniversary.
Expecting to celebrate a happy second anniversary for Chinese SM soloist, Zhang Li Yin - who debuted September 9th, 2006 with duet "Timeless feat. Xiah Junsu" - many Zhang Li Yin fans (who call themselves "Chocolates") came to find upsetting news of the performance list for SMTOWN LIVE '08 in Shanghai for the upcoming Saturday.
It was announced that Zhang Li Yin would be performing only two songs on Saturday - the same two songs she performed in Korea: "I Will" and "One More Try". During the summer, SM Entertainment released news that ZLY would be very well presented in Shanghai during the SMTOWN LIVE '08 tour stop. It was announced that Lee Soo Man had handpicked ten new outfits especially for her to perform in at the concert, and that there would be a special "report card" fan meeting for all Zhang Li Yin fans. Yet when the performance list was released yesterday via Sohu (a reliable SM Entertainment China news source), many Chocolates were upset and immediately let out their rants on Baidu and various Zhang Li Yin fansites. Here are some of the replies:
Similar frustrations were spoken out in the international Zhang Li Yin fandoms. If you are a SM Entertainment fan, and you are fluent in Chinese, I recommend you to read the following threads at Zhang Li Yin's Baidu: One and two.
credits to:www. shenyuepop.com
(Written and translated by Wendy @ Chocolyn)
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I was really angry after reading this article. All those promises (the fan card, 10 new outfits...) went to waste. Putang ina naman talga yang si LSM o! Ano ba talga ang gusto niya.... Bakit dalawang songs lang ang kakantahin ni ZLY? And in reality ZLY is a Chinese for pete's sake! She should have more exposure to the media at the SM Town Live Shanghai!
GRRR!!!! LSM! I wish you would be burning in hell the moment you die!
I really don't get why LSM is wasting his time and money promoting those nine sluts (now you know I'm an anti of SNSD). In fact there are a lot of talented people in his company. (I.e. Zhang Li Yin) A girl with a powerful voice that can beat the voices of those 9 talentless girls!
Also I would like to say na.... "Idol talaga yang mga CHOCOLATES na yan!" They are so forgiving and understanding.... But mind you LSM you don't want to mess around with these people.....
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Bad Blogger...
I've been abandoning my blog for ages now... (Yeah I know... I"M A BAD BLOGGER!) I've been fed up with school works already.... Assignments here, Projects there, Plays here and everywhere.... Hahay! Buhay nga naman!
I'll try to update my blog every now and then.. nyahahahah.....
So guys I've found this amusing to read so I decided to post this up....
credits to: Ate Michi
TOP 11 na rason kung bakit single ang status...
11. Destiny Adik* Eto yung mga naghihintay kay "Destiny" na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga "partner in life".. ayannn... kakapanood nyo ng "Serendipity" eh feeling nyo ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa inyo... such a cliche.. hindi ba nyo alam na kung walang effort destiny is useless.
*10. Perfectionist/ Mapili* Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong "dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko". Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait, boring daw, gusto bad boy/ pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka tatanungin ka "bakit ang sama mo", "bakit mo nagawa yun!"... Adik ka ba?!... Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. Meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman.. yung gusto mo halos magtambling ka pero deadma pa rin yang stunts mO sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya/ate?
*9. Busy Busyhan* Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center]. Sabay tulog na. Kapag sabado masaya na sila sa tv, sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes. Pssssst.. pause for a while naman!
*8. Friendship Theory* Ano naman ito?... Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend, na hindi masabi-sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama, dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship. ABA ! Oi! Lakasan mo ang loob mo at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan, kaw rin!... Minsan pa naman pareho pala kayong naghihintayan. . hmmp!
*7. Born-to-be-one (Autistic)* Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamamatay sya sa mundong mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang... Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!
*6. Happy-go-lucky* Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino na lang basta no strings attached. For fun lang daw... Walang halong seryosohan. ABA hoy! Yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo na lang sa pader. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!
*5. Wrong Place* May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun? Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.
*4. Wrong Time* Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na "hindi pa ako ready e, bata pa kasi ako" o kaya naman "hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito", "wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki". Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Awwwwwww!... Aba kelan yun?!... Pag uugod-ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang-out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod!
*3. Si Parents kasi...* Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba ikaw na nga ba ang sabihan na "Alam mo hindi kayo bagay. Langit at lupa kayo." Awwwww!... Payo ko sayo, "Pakialam nila diba?... Palibhasa inggit!"
* 2. Traumatic Experience* Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. "Ayaw kona!!! Takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati!"... O diba, ang drama ng layp?... Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until now aayaw mo nang magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!, anopa ba?... Madami yan wag na nating isa-isahin at baka tumulo si tears, heheh... Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo... Ibat-iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim. Aba , mapalad ka at natikman mo ang ibat-ibang lasa nito! Kaya ikaw, "Do not be afraid to fall in love again... malay mo, sweetiness na ang malasahan mo next time.! E di panalo ka sa lotto! Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo... Yan ang bumubuhay sayo... ang pag-ibig. Tsk! Drama!
*1. EX to the Nth power* Oi, aminin!!! LOVE pa rin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon na ang nakakalipas, hindi pa rin makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyo ng magpaalam sa isa't-isa... YES, after a year sasabihin natin, "I'm over him/her na.", pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento ka, OUCH! may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa iyong kalooban. Ano kaya yun?!... AMININ mo na kasi, MAHAL mo pa si EX...Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well, mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan, pero open your heart and try to entertain someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba. At give urself a KITKAT, take a break.
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concep19
10:24 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
First Day of Class (What happened to me)
Hahaha! I never thought that I will write about this topic. Anyways last Tuesday, June 10,2008 class year 2008-2009 officially started. Yipee!!!!
I started my day waking up at 5:30 am.. (Imagine niyo ha! It's so early..) then I gave my doggie some milk (daily routine na po yan) then take a bath, ate my breakfast (tocino + eggs + puto + milo= busog) hahaha! After that I made my way to school. When I finally arrived I searched for my classroom. Actually I never knew that their was an error and that my section is not really III- Magenta but instead it is III- Yellow. DANG! I've wasted about 10 minutes of my life searching a section that didn't exist! Finally finding my classroom I was happy knowing that I still have 3 of my former classmates being in the same class with me. Some people that I knew asked me what I am doing in their class (hello? this is also my section) because they expect me to be in the cream section (let's not talk about that. I've written all about it on my second post). So after I placed my bag say hi to my new classmates I find my way to III- Violet to greet my former classmates. Even though that I'm not their classmate anymore they still welcomed me whole heartedly (GOSH! I never felt so loved! hehehe!) Then sad to say the bell ranged. It signaled us the start of our classes. (SO SAD! T-T I'm not yet ready..)
Then our teacher walked inside the room. Honestly I was quite pissed off because I don't like her. She's so horrible! (that was my first impression of her when she was our substitute teacher last year) But I do believe that first impressions doesn't always last because in reality she was kind, outgoing and she is strict for a reason. After that we prayed, greeted our teacher again and we introduced ourselves to each other at the platform. We need to say our name (of course!), age, former school or section, hobbies and what describes us best. Then after that we had some other activities filled up some forms, stay dead silent for a while then talked to each other.
Wait guys! Do you know what is my fave subjects in school? here it goes..
1. Physical Education
2. Health
3. Science - Biology (But I'm starting to like Chemistry now.)
4. History
5. RECESS
6.- 10. DISMISSAL!
So yeah the bell finally ranged and it was the signal for us to go home. YIPEE! (But not for me...) Me and my friends namely, Ceasar, Clint, Jana, Me (Isabel), Rea and Kuya Victor had to go to the Campus Ministry Office to practice the actions for the final song for the upcoming Opening Mass in Friday, June 13. We had lots of fun! Fooling around and teasing each other. I said to myself while we are practicing that knowing that we are doing this for God it's so relaxing! The song and everything it's so nice.
(L-R: Jana, Clint, Me, Rea, Ceasar)
Here is a picture of me with my friends. (It's not a recent. It was taken during the last day of class S.Y. 2007- 2008)
And that was what happened to me during the first day. I do hope that his year will be a memorable of. Good memories that is worth keeping.
Quote to share: Anything you do in your life, Offer it proudly to God.
Friday, June 6, 2008
New Beginnings II
(Are these two dating?)
May 20- THIS DAY WAS THE WORST! I started my day quite fairly doing the daily routines. But this friend of mine IM'd me about a SCANDAL... Want to know what? It's all about the TAESU scandal. And the ultimate question is... ARE THESE TWO DATING? (TAE- Tae Yeon of SNSD and SU- Junsu of DBSK) Well I was not really mad I didn't know what I'm really feeling at that time... I had certainly mixed emotions. I wanna laugh on what the fans are reacting. I'm mad because some of my friends are making a fuss out of it. I wanna cry because he is already taken (Oh come on Isabel be realistic *WAPAK! Slap in the face!* Isabel you do know that he is a star...) And to tell you I'm not sure if this is true or just a publicity stunt made by "father" LSM.
And this is my real comment about the "SO CALLED SCANDAL" (Para na rin sa DBSK..)
Yeah! I was sad at first. But what can I do? Hindi ko naman hawak sa leeg si Junsu ei! And also the same for the rest of the DBSK boys. I can't tell them not to love and I can't control their hearts. And who am I anyway? A mere fan? (*Slaps myslef!* Isabel don't be like that. Note to self: If there are no fans they will not be famous.) As long as they are happy with that person then let them be! Why not anyway! Let's just give them a break. They are still human beings after all and they need to love somebody. (Ei kung maging sila man ei hindi rin sila magtatagal. Walang magtatagal sa SHOWBIZ noh!) In one way or another let's just accept the fact that our idols can't be single for the rest of their lives.
May 24- *dun dun dun dun!* TAICHI AT THE PARK! LOL! This day was really memorable and cool. So ayun nga.. We had a scheduled performance sana ang group namin na magperform sa isang CEMETERY.... Actually hindi mo talaga aakalaing menteryo siya kasi naman ang ganda ng lugar.. Maaliwalas at tsaka bulubundukin kasi so parang nag-outing kami.... Ei yun nga... umalis kami mga 10 minutes before 1 o'clock in the afternoon at tsaka nakarating kami mga alas dos na.... Ang saya pa nga namin kasi mahangin at may araw pa ng time na yun.... So ayun bihis na kami ng clothes... In preparation for the show.... After that practice kami..... Ei malas na lang namin nag simula nang umambon... So sabi muna namin,..... BAKA BLESSING ITO GALING KAY GOD PARA DI TAYO MAGKAMALI! Sa pag-aakala naming BLESSING ei lumakas na yung ulan... SUS!!!!! Ayun nabasa kami.. Pero ano ba naman... Ang sosyal namin noh.. Pumunta lang talaga kami ng bukid para mabasa ng Ulan! SOSYALAN TO THE MAX TALAGA! Mabuti na lang at may free food.. Kaya kain na lang kami para ma wala yung pagkadismaya namin.... HahahahaI! Pero ok lang naman... Isa yun sa mga experiences ko na di ko makakalimutan....... Hahahahaha!
And those were the highlights of my experiences for the month of May.
picture credit: soompi forums
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